A New Beginning!

There has been no baby talk in the house for the last three weeks and i dont think about it that much. My husband said he didnt want to hear baby until we sat down and went over some things for when we start trying again. Then on Sunday May 15th  I had a friends baby shower. It was a little hard but I was able to make it through and keep telling myself that one day it will happen. Since my last post I have joined a gym and weight watchers and have lost 6 pounds. I have also learned in the past three weeks about who I am again and what I was missing out in on life. When I say missing out on I mean I wasnt going anywhere I was staying at home and not doing anything. I stopped living and taking care of myself. I have learned how to jungle the two, life and trying to have a baby, so when we get started again I wont stop living and turn all focus on trying to have a baby.Relax and enjoy the process.