Making A Hard Decision!!

THE SUN WAS SHINING AND THE SKY WAS BLUE this has to be a GREAT sign considering it was not raining. Jon arrived two hrs before me and made his deposit and then I went and picked up my mother in law to take her with us. Weird I am sure some of you might think but she really was curious about everything and was quite unsure about how everything is with fertility  and how it works,  so we decided to invite her along. Faye and I met Jon at Bob Evans to enjoy a breakfast before my 9:30 app. We then proceeded to the office to pick up the deposit at the "BANK" love it. The process was funny with everything and how many times they check to make sure that it is YOUR sample. The excitement I had in me walking just four offices down in the hallway. I was thinking this really could work and I was smiling ear to ear as my mother in law grabbed the thermal and hugged it and blessed it. (it was funny she couldn't see what was in it but knew.) I signed in and made sure that every person that grabbed that thermal before it reached our room to please bless it. LOL this is why I love this place the people are AMAZING!  The whole process did not take long at all very quick and not painful but laying there afterwords I had everything you could possibly think of running through my mind. I pray everything works because Jon and I made the decision yesterday morning that if this don't we will be stopping treatments for a couple of months giving us time to focus on us and not so much the whole baby thing. I cried wondering if this is the right decision to make because I am 5 months into this but my body needs a break from all the hormones and I think Jon and I do as well and come summer we will get back at it. I am just ready for it to happen and we can begin our journey as a family. Much love for all the prayers!