PCOS!

As I was laying there, I instantly felt my heart drop into my stomach. 'You have Polycysticovarian diease!" That was the first time i had heard anything about PCOS. "Am i going to die?" was my question to the doctor. I freaked out, what is a person to do when they hear the word DISEASE!!  I found out I had PCOS in 2002, I immediately started doing some research to find out that they call it  (PolyCysticOvarian Syndrome). After doing some heavy research and learning everything there is to know about PCOS I hit the next phase of the worrying, "Am I going to be able to have kids?" From 2002 till 2006 I put the whole PCOS on the back burner. In October of 2006 I started dating my husband. As the months, into years went by the talk of marriage and children came up. I started to feel that empty sick feeling i felt that day at the doctors office, how am I going to be able to tell someone that I love dearly and want to spend the rest of my life with, that there is a chance that I may not be able to have children, or the road to having children could be a long struggle. I then broke the news to him and his words were, "I am with you because I love you, If we are not able to go through that journey in our lives of having children, then we will adopt Teena!" As the tears ran down my face I knew then that when we decided to start that journey in our lives at some point there will be a light at the end of the tunnel by having children of our own, or giving a child life through adoption.